“According to [Riverford] research, 61% of farmers fear having to give up their farm in the next 18 months” writes Lizzie Rivera, Wicked Leeks. And for us that fear has become a reality. We are humbly joining the farmers that have had to “give up” in an unforgiving climate. Earlier this year, following a family death, we were pushed into making the choice to leave the farm . Despite the gravity of this decision, it has then opened space for reflection and asking ourselves - does this market garden really work for our finances, health and family?
Henry and I have been at Down Farm for 8 years, while I've been farming for 10, Henry has been growing veg for the best part of the last 20 years. Down Farm is 1.5 acre organic market garden, in North Devon, where we have grown 50+ varieties of veg using hand tools, that is sold within 30 miles of the farm. We are now shutting up shop, moving off the family farm, changing our careers and identities. On reflection, we probably have been on this path since we started and I’m not sure our business - in its current format - would ever have succeeded in the traditional economic sense. Our life and business has been incredibly rich but not monetarily.
We started our growing journey from a place of wanting to do right by the world, to grow nourishing, healthy food that was accessible for people, using a small piece of land to produce a lot of food whilst also leaving space for our wildlife to flourish. We had big dreams of a community hub; a thriving place of business and networks. That journey is now coming to an end.
The challenges we are facing are a myriad of personal and external circumstances. Farming is a fragile industry: this season has pushed us out of balance resulting in the inability to “bounce back”. This “failure” of our business is by no means the path of all market gardening businesses but there are some themes to consider in our industry and how as a nation we can sustainably grow food for our people that does not sacrifice the well-being, health and lives of those doing it nor the environment. Was Down Farm Market Garden always doomed from the beginning or could we have made some changes to save our business from collapse?
2022
2018 & 2022
Scale: the hand tools and/or no-dig model and boundless optimism
When I started growing in 2013, social media was not as prevalent as today and our inspiration was JM Fortier, the “Six Figure Farmer” and Charles Dowding, the no-dig guru, amongst other field scale growers (Iain Tolhurst, Eliot Coleman). With hindsight it was naive to use a JM’s farm in Canada as a basis of success when the circumstances are not comparable to the UK, and a method (no-dig) that is designed for a home garden. We were barely connected to other farms, who could have provided meaningful inspiration. My experience was from volunteering, Henry’s experience was on larger farms (10 acres+) using tractors including his Soil Association apprenticeship.
We knew a little about no-dig growing (no soil inversion to preserve soil structure and therefore health) and blindly dived into it as a method for our market garden. We didn’t have the money to buy a tractor, it felt achievable growing on a human scale and we were idealistic environmentalists that wanted to run a business with limited reliance on fossil fuels. I was 25, well (over) educated, relentlessly optimistic, incredibly fit and had all the time in the world. I had never “failed” at anything and lived by the adage of a meritocracy the harder you work the more successful you will be.
At our peak of no-dig we grew 1 acre of vegetables with zero machinery except our bodies. This used tonnes of compost (questionable environmental consequences), physically was exhausting and required a 6-7 day/week commitment in the peak season. Fast forward again to the present day; my body has grown 2 children, I have suffered a major shoulder injury and I am 10 years older. Henry again is 10 years older, suffers with shoulder issues and neither of us is quite as enthusiastic about lifting 20kg+ as we once were! On top of this the hours of the day are bookended by our family commitments. To reduce the load we progressed our no-dig model to a minimum tillage model (plowing new land then mowing and rotavating as necessary) using a BCS 2-wheel tractor which allowed us to reduce compost use, increase use of green manures (living root fertility system), doing ground work with a machine instead of our bodies and overall increasing our relative capacity. However, the two-wheel tractor still remains limited in its capacity in relation to a 4-wheel tractor. We could grow a bit more produce, but never enough to satisfy the demands of our box scheme and markets meaning our margins were squeezed through buying in supplementary produce.
On reflection we chose the wrong scale and growing style to meet our business needs. The boundless optimism compounded our lack of thought for the factors that have a huge impact on business: scale and therefore sales model. However, It shouldn’t be a question of go big or go home increasing the burden on farmers’ through debt and the environment as farming practices intensify.
Business model
After we figured out how to grow veg then we had to figure out how to sell it. We started with local sales, through restaurants, shops and a small veg box scheme. We added markets early on to the mix and increased our box numbers to about 50/week. This volume has been more than we can produce on our scale which led us to buying in about 50% of the produce we sell. We are finishing our business with sales of £100,000/year split 10% local shops, 45% markets, 45% boxes/direct with very little profit. Although we have generally covered our costs, our labour has largely been unaccounted for and there is little room for increasing our salaries. It feels like we exhausted the “local” market in terms of farmers markets, shops, restaurants leaving the only potential growth in veg boxes or “retail”.
We never started farming to run a retail business and we struggled with juggling the hats. We are competing with the industry giants with half-baked skills and resources. Given veg boxes remained the only area left for growth in our business/growing model I wanted to know what scale we would need to be on to “make it work” so I examined the figures:
Weekly
Income - between £700 - £1000
Average 40-50 veg boxes, 10 bespoke orders and 10 fruit boxes
Expenditure - between £500-£600
Including staff for packing and delivery (12 hours), fresh produce (50% contents) packaging, software fees, card fees, fuel.
Depending on the week, the average profit for 50ish veg boxes is between £150-£450 but that does not include any of our time for admin or picking in the equation. I found this depressingly low and if we were to continue I do not know if our model would be scaleable? Getting to 50 box customers has taken years and I am not convinced this door-step delivery model works in our area of rural Devon with our infrastructure. How many boxes do we need to sell to make a decent income? With reflection our business model would have needed to be restructured to work in our circumstances, including regional/national wholesale outlets and reducing our range (which feels impossible when growing for boxes) to focus on what grows well on our piece of marginal land.
Staff
Before we knew it we were at a scale where it would have been helpful to have had extra hands in the field, especially after having children which massively reduced our capacity. Our business requires 2-3 full time equivalents (and some) to run. We started on the seasonal staff treadmill which is unsustainable. We tried to turn our business into a cooperative to solve this staffing issue, bringing in business partners so there were four of us to run our business. We both had young families and running a business on a flat structure takes commitment. Any power imbalance finds its way to the surface and it needs time to address. With children and the pressures of market gardening we did not have the time to make it work and it sadly came to an end. It is amazing and rewarding working with friends as a team, but it is equally challenging especially in working through conflicts. The time it took to work on a flat structure may have been better invested in remodeling our growing or business model. But hey, we tried!
I strongly believe working together is incredibly important. Look at the Isle of Eigg that has celebrated over 25 years of community ownership where the islands trust “manages the island’s development for residents”. It doesn’t feel like farming is something that should be done alone, but our current structure since the enclosures are the individual farmer on their land. Our business model could have benefited from working with others so we could share the cost of production, labour, inputs and help create a larger market. However we are trapped in a system of private land ownership built on individualism and mechanisation.
Land Ownership and the land
Not many other industries are so deeply rooted to a place like farming and if the security fails here what chance is there of success? Henry's family bought the farm in the 70s. They had no interest in farming, it just “made financial sense”. Fast forward to the present day the family has grown in numbers, and the value of the land has increased disproportionately to wages, let alone money you can make from farming. We thought it was a priceless privilege to move back to a family farm giving us access to a home, infrastructure and woodland. I never considered it to be a “risk” and we naively never considered very important factors such as what food production the land was best suited for, what scale would be appropriate, is there a sufficient market for our produce, is the land secure? We followed the dream to the land that was available to us. Despite these rather large and unanswered questions, we set up our 1-acre market garden in 2016. Jump forward to 2024, all our savings have been ploughed into the land and house, and we are in the midst of an inheritance mess sinking money we don’t have into the bottomless pockets of the legal system. This steered us to the decision to shut up shop before we are left without a home or livelihood. For me, land shouldn’t be an asset that is parceled up and sold off, but there is a deeper connection to the land where we are part of it and it is a part of us. However it is a commodity and the “price of land means there are very very few people who can bid for [land]” explains Col Gordon in the Landed podcast “which means we get locked into a pattern of consolidation, intensification and concentration of ownership” continuing the shift of power from the small to the large. My heart is aching for the land we are leaving behind.
I want to acknowledge our position of privilege as white, middle class, able bodied people who have had access to land for the time we have. I recognise there are many others not in such privileged circumstances.
Whilst there remained a glimmer of hope that we could climb this mountain of challenges through metamorphosing the growing and business, and working slowly through the legal challenges, on reflection I am not sure how we could survive the pressures of “the market”.
The Market and financial security
Down Farm is in Winkleigh, a small village in North Devon – a remote food desert. With our boundless optimism I thought this provided the perfect opportunity to “create” a market. I thought people would be beating down our door to get fresh, local and organic vegetables. As well for me, there is an intrinsic value (or civic duty as Henry likes to call it) to growing food for your community that reduced our drive for profit.
But then it became plain that we were competing with supermarkets with their bottomless marketing budgets, their bargain prices and their unreal levels of convenience. “95 % of our food is sold through just 10 retailers” says Lizzie Rivera, Wicked Leeks. Meaning at most we only ever had access to 5% of the market. AT MOST! When our access to market is so limited and as our plate got increasingly fuller the faith in our “civic duty” started to crumble. Sadly that duty doesn’t pay the bills!
The market sets the prices of the produce we sell. The market's priorities are profit - whatever the cost – a commitment to “better value” for consumers, favouring large suppliers and uniformity of produce. The farms selling produce into larger markets are subsidised which helps to keep the prices “affordable” for consumers as well as using economies of scale - something we couldn’t even consider at our size. Supermarkets use vegetables as a “lost leader”. The rules of capitalism are competition and we were trying to keep up with the big guys. Our current food system is the definition of an oligopoly. There is no space for the little guys.
For the first 4 years of our business we took no salary except the odd bit of cash and survived on tax credits and part time work. Our peak salary has been £800/month with a family home which has lessened the need for “normal” salaries. (Henry’s highest salary was during his two years as an apprentice grower of £1000/month). There is no holiday pay, no sick pay, our pension fund is incredibly low and our savings would be depleted in a month of bad luck. We were buffeted by tax credits until March 2024 (what we saw to be our version of farming subsidies) when we switched to universal credit. In short we are left with a £5- £8000/year shortfall to maintain our current quality of life. To put into context of our business that is about 30+ extra veg boxes a week with no consideration to how to manage the extra work or cost that would generate. I know many growers who survive on little to no wage, and even those on a salary/hourly rate it is often minimum wage for physically demanding, highly skilled work that relies on years of experience for success. How can this be sustained?
Final thoughts
I am determined to share our experiences so our story is not lost. I have tried to lay myself bare to share the most authentic experiences as a new entrant market gardener and small business owner. In our current situation farming for us makes no sense. Or is it rather our economy makes no sense – unable to provide a structure where we can grow good food to feed ourselves and communities whilst making a living without burning out? Sadly with the combination of our personal circumstances, together with the structural issues of our food system and land ownership, we have to walk away. Perhaps it is a question of how we define success? Is a successful business one that benefits the environment, grows nourishing food, connects the community to nature or is purely down to the bottom line? For all the former, we are a success of which I am incredibly proud. I am left mulling over what needs to change so we – as a country – can grow food. How can we ensure farmers have a fair wage and a good life? How can we ensure that the land is accessible for all and secure? How can we avoid burnout? How can we equip future growers with the necessary knowledge? How can we make good food accessible and affordable for all?
We are now heading into limbo before we embark on our next great life adventure. Working in food is the lifeblood running through my veins, I just need to find my new place in the system. Henry is retraining as an electrician to help us keep a roof over our head. Although farming is an equally valuable career in necessity, it has been a crushing to realise that growing food - what we have collectively spent 30 years doing - has little to no monetary value.
Whilst these reflections have been a rather bleak look at our farm I do want to reassure that we have had some amazing experiences; we have been on Farmers Country Showdown on BBC, a part of a mini-documentary series Down on the Farm, been sent fan mail, we have hosted growers groups, hosted farm walks and farm feasts. We have nourished our soils and souls, been interviewed for Devon Life and Farming Today. Built a community barn where we have hosted volunteers, a hen do and birthday parties. We have, trained a trainee, used marginal land to grow an abundance of food, survived storm Eunice, planted an orchard, planted trees and, most importantly, we have provided organic produce for 150 families every week over 8 years. We have had a good life farming, we have had a good life growing food and now we must find a new life doing something else.
Very authentic and realistic piece. Remeber, the land never leaves you. Thank you for sharing your experience which many can relate to and learn from.
A really honest and interesting piece. Thank you for sharing.